To anyone reading this. I hope someone reads this. I'm dieing inside right now. There is a pretty good reason why I don't lie, lieing leads to you hurting people. Hurting people leads to your friends crying on their bedroom floors. I have a handful of bestfriends, which I'm sure sounds crazy, but to me "bestfriend" it a title, that is almost like a rank. If I trust you
this much and I have no fear to tell you
everything sure, you're my best friend. I lost a bestfriend today. Today I found out, the one person who know, I kid you not,
everything about me, lied to me. I called her on it today, and she admitied, sadly that only made it hurt worse. Maybe I should have let it die, but once she announced to me, that yes, she lied. I could stop asking myself,
how could she do this to me? What did I do to her? How could she look me in the eyes and tell me something completley false. I want your feedback on something I wrote. Does it suck horribly? Does it only suck a little? Is it on the suckish boarder line? What?
For Always
By: Ray Colbert
When I thought my life couldn't get any worse
Stuck with the world's darkest curse
You came and set up a whole new verse
To repeat to pain I've already served
To repeat the cuts on these curves
How is this what I deserved?
I've been here for you
For always
Holding trust for you
For always
Telling only truth
For always
Never hurting you
Ever
Changing tears for
The Better
With now my eyes turning
Redder
How could you
Look me in the eyes
Telling me these lies
Leading to my heart's demise
How could you
When did I hurt you
Ever
Leave you stranded looking for
The better
Leave you to, your arms
Redder
And to believe
I told you my everything
Kept with you
My deepest truths
Only you knew how to break me down
For always
I'm reading it, Ray. I'm someone who reads it. You may not know me well, but I am here, because I have read what you've written. And it breaks my heart a little bit. But for what its worth, I hope things turn out okay. And also, your poem thing, its really good. You have a way with words, Ray. Stick with it.
ReplyDeleteAwww hun :( I'm sorry :( If ya wanna talk more about it we can always talk on our "Perilous Journey to Westside" after Science :) I'm always here for ya, just know that, ok?
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Ray,
ReplyDeleteNormally, this is where I might say that it's OK. I know it's not, so all I can tell you is that I love you and I'm here for you 24/7. And it doesn't suck at all its great!I'll never hurt you Ray. I'm here for you.
Love,
Katherine