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Could I have made a longer title? Writing that out is how I feel when I try to search a Panic! at the Disco song on youtube, and it takes half a decade...Anyway, if you couldn't tell I'm in a pretty sucky mood right now. Wanna know why? Well of course you do! Everytime I look in the mirror and I have to look at myself, and everytime I look at myself I have to except that, that is how I look. Of course I hate the way I look. Sure my friends always say, "No Ray, you're so pretty." Notice, my friends only tell me I'm pretty when I'm on the verge of a breakdown on the fact that I know I'm not, I know I never will be, and there is no guy out there on this planet that wants to be stuck having to look at my face every day. Everytime I look in the mirror I have to except the fact that I'm insanly tall, and that I will always be taller than all my friends, and will always be taller than just about all the guys I know, and I have to except all this everytime I look at myself. I am seriously concidering breaking every mirror I own just so I don't have to deal with this sin! Lucky me I've got my chicken soup for the soul, which unlike just about every other American, excluding the ones I love with an undieing pastion because they are just as obsessed with 3OH!3 as I am, my chicken soup for the soul includes blasting my copy of Streets of Gold, turning every mirror I own backwards, covering my face with a blanket, and smothering myself with countless pillows. Not to forget that writing. Truth of the matter, if I don't write down my beautiful 8o% teen angst, I'll spontaneously combust, and no one wants charred Ray bits everywhere...
Ray + 3OH!3 =
Lets Stop Crying, Shall We?
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